Daily Happenning

Actually i got a lot of thing to write here...
everyday i have to drive 30 minute to /from work.
this make me think a lot...
but after that , i forgot what i think....

year pass by 2007, thinking and seeing back all the thing in 2007..
it has been so fast....
i am in melaka now.... although i know i will here soon...
but sometimes it make me feel very fast also...

i have come to a simple simple life..
but not a simple job....:-P...

i am here for 1 month already..
if u wan to say i am new...? no i dont think so...
in the time of making my self comfortable with this........ to be cont...........

My House

My house will get the OC / CF soon.. in about 3 week time..
but to be able to stay inside..
i think still need around 1/2 yrs more... with all the things done....
Being very happy with that..
i can have my own house... own home... and new family...

but sometime i feel so soory that.. i take away the time for BY with his family...
sometime i miss my friend and family..........

this make me understand... even we have family/husband/fren..
we have to be an independant individual...
sometime / somewhere / something... there is only us that can help our selves...

May u all can understand what i try to say... just allow me to express my thinking here....

My Job...

Being a superior to someone is not an easy thing.. never and easy thing..
today.. i back on 7pm.. and u know what... my superior say " wah, u back so early ah"?
what is the feeling when i heard this?
i do my best to do all my thing.. and u never appreciate my thing and u say i back so early?
"i not like this kind of feeling" ..
why dont u say... "thanks for working so hard".. then is may encourage me a lot...
i seem like very stress as the envirometn is used to be working late...
OMG...... i just want to finish up the thing and go back early....
it just a lot of simple simple thing i have to take k...
now i start to think that my time is not enough...

this superior is always scolding people around...
is not that scolding people is not correct...
but u have to make them understand and not to scold as u like...
he is putting a lot of enegive energy around us..
although i try not too care a lot about that..
but.. please make thing clear before u scold them...

My Life with my new family.....

i an easy life... but i think i need a lot of time to make up the relationship...
Family------ is a very close thing with our life.....
with this new famly.. nothing wrong with this family....
the thing is... i still didnt build up the love with them... compare with my family....
A family that i live in for 24 years......
The relationship within me and the family members is not there yet...
Now i understand why i always listen to something like...
My Brother Wife... how how how...
My sister Husband.. how how how...
i am not saying that there are no good sister in law or brother in law..
just that we didnt stay together...
& the most important thing is...
The "Relation ship" is not there... The "Relationship".....
The "Relationship"... i think i a taking time thing.... so... slowly slowly build lo...
Happy always to my new family.. and family in far away.

My New life

Long time didnt update the blog liao...

Life start to be busy.... i start to have a look of work... Admin + HR+ Kee PO+ Water bill+IT+Quality...... A lot to do... sometimes i feel i learn a lot of thing.....

but when i am assign to do the non improvement work.. i will be feeling like wasting my time..
but i underrstand this is a small company... but i can be the lucky one...
as i will be send to ISO traning soon....
is a good start for me, if i help my company to get ISO certifite... this is a added value to my carrier...
then i start to think about..... Do i really wan to be like super women.... most of the time, the answer is no... i really dont want like everyday out at 7.30am and back at 7.00pm.... is a tiring thing....
but i need to have something else to earn money as well... i need to have " yi ji zhi chang"一技之长 in order for me to earn money.... i am always thinking about what else can i do?

My New Company

For job... this is really a new world to me..
imagine u working in a small company before?
no system... everything paper.... manual...
wah... time consuming....
now i understand why people always say paperless office...
is really true.. i cant feel that when in motorola...
imagine.. the HR people is seeing the Punch Card every month.. to calculate the OT..
wah... it makes me blur.... and u know... is wasting time....
Until now, i really understand why we need paperless world...
cos is very efficient.... compare to the company that i been working in now...

Another thing.... yesterday i just complain that my working time is so long..
u know what?.. i calculate their OT today...
they normally work from 7am -7pm... 12 hrs a day... and even more... some can work from 7-10...7-11.....
and they also come to work on rest day..
this is really unbelievable.... how their got time for themselves.. or their family?
thanks god i am not that bad.....

Chinese always OT... our office got 4 chinese and 1 malay...
and the malay always back on time... and the Chinese... no.. Always say late....
this is what Chinese Culcural.. is not too say which one bad or good..
but we really have to management it our self...
and not to sell all our mind & soal to the boss...

i am so glad that i start to see something different.....
that i always say.. malay is relax, even i think they dont have a lot..
they walk more slower.. i can see the different clearly when i in the office..
i am not sure later i will be walking slowly or faster....?? A Question mark to me also...
Hopefully i can notice the changes in me and not to too adap to the enviroment!

today is too long liao..... let me share more tomorrow.. stay close with my blog...

My New Job

Today my lady boss come to my office.. is my first time to meet her. Now i know the small company big big boss is so geng one. They really have the mind set that normal people dont have. The first time i have chance to meet with big boss of company! Their Mind set ?? Keep thinking on Improve Improve and Improve again... How to make thing better and better.... I admit i didnt have this mind set... so i am still an engineer.. or System and support officer! this is my new title! Sound interesting! They expect alot from me! they also give a lot of power to see... at there, i am only below my lady boss... and a IT manager in Main Office in KL. If i really have a lot of creativity, all this thing can be done, because small company have a lot of testing phrase.. haha... and they try to improve improve, so they allow a lot of testing, although there is some confuse and no system there, but i think these enviroment have a lot of improvement to be done. i think i can learn a lot of thing too... espeacially big boss thinking... at there, normally all the management staff all do thing "ba ka liao".... If i can stay there for 3-5 years and the company grow very fast, then i will be very geng in management liao...

But one more thing... i just realise that working as engineer eat up a lot of my time... u know i go office from home at 7.30am... then i reach home at 6.30-7.00pm... it already take up around 12 hrs... I think of how come??? i just realise that, last time i also like that in motorola, just that i dont experince other job which is flexible enough... Then now i know, working is really taking a lot of my time... compare to what i did in sales. I think i have dont enough time now! i just left 4-5 hrs only for my activity... OMG..Please give me more time......

That all for this week...... Have a nice day .. for me.. and for u too.... :-D

Wasting Time?

I start to feel that i am wasting my time now! I didnt work hard for my work and i didnt try so hard to present my self to the interviewer... what happen to me? I know there is so hard for me to start all over again and again.. but this is last start... and i will start it and work hard for it...... knowing that i have less choice.... i am thinking not to so choosy.... i just want to start over and start to work hard for it.. i have been wasting time here for so many month....
i am so blur that dont know what to do.. so confuse... so helpless... u know.. i hopeless life and confuse life is so sad... no energy to do anything.. no Oom to start anything...
i just want to start over fast without wasting time.. please help myself to know myself more... to choose the one that is most suitable to me... i am tired with the life now...

Wednesday 10.10.2007

Great wishes to ME & My Fren!

Siew Juan pass me a CD on 谈情说法 -relationship on buddism! Wah, what a surprise to Me! Thats make me feel that we really got past life, present life and future life! What we did in the pass bring to current life! So Fren, better do good!

Penang Forunigather Dinner

Having dinner tonight with all the Fei chai which is working in Penang. As usual, we also talking about fei fei thing! But something that i get from this gathering., i have already come out from IT thing! Do i really want to go back to that? i think the answer in my heart is no! what else can i do beside of going back to IT in Tampin! i have no answer for that yet! Well, i believe i have that answer soon! There is a lot of thing to involve in if there is a creativity in my thinking! Think of the thing that i am interested in and just go for it! v-Just do it! Property is a way for me also! but i think i need time to know more about these states first! Besides seeing what the opportunity that i have in this place! Well, don't ever seem "Low" to a small Kampung... there is always a lot of richer person.. haha... as there have to way to spend their money, that why they will be richer than the person staying in town! Great girl, i look forward for your great and fabulous thinking!

一公升的眼泪

Just watching this movie-一公升的眼泪, is so touching. A sick person is normally work hard x100 than a normal person. They have to overcome all the thing that a normal person no need to work hard for that! We will think this is normal! The activities that we can do.. walk.. talk.. sing.. run.. everything.. that isn't be normal to them.. there is still someone that need to work harder and harder in order to do this simple task that we think is so simple of! Even we think is 理所当然 ！
They have more courage than us in order to life in this world! A lot of energy have to be use to recover and encourage themselves in order to live in this world! People like m e that is normal seldom face this problem! We have to many energy wasted in the thing that is not necessary!
I don't know what should i be, but i am so normal that i have to right to say this kind of thing. I have all the ability they don't have, i should know what i need to do and achieve in this period of life! i have been given all the ability that made thing easy to be done x100 than others! We just have to work hard a little bit to become successful! I have to right to say the thing is so hard, nothing is hard if we compare the thing that we need to do with the thing that the person that didn't have the ability to do these kind of thing that we can done that easily!
Miss Maro, please try hard to get your way of life, all the ability u have been given since u have been born. U are so lucky compare to the others! May be u don't know them by now, but please try harder and harder, please think of them that they have no choice! you have a lot of choice to live happily!
Do make your own choice on your own life! What choice u have made, please be responsible for the choice u make! Just go ahead to be what u choose, like it, love it and be happy with it! Be Passion with it! 认真的做一个对社会有用的人.加油吧!!!! 学会坚强吧！

Good Word

最好的時候，要有最壞的打算；
最壞的時候，更要抱持最大的希望！

My Today Life 27 August

Today wake up so not so early... i should wake up early and read something or do some exercise!

I go to petrol station.. i meet with the petrol station guy.. he is so nice.. make me feel that i would like to visit the station next time.. he offer his help to wash the mirror and also help me to feel in the SHELL contest form.. giving the answer as well.. so good.... i was thinking if i am a great agent.. there will be more sales.. people will like to approach me as well..

i understand that activity make sales!.. Today i only made one appointment!
i have done it very well... Because..
1) i go on time..
2)prepare name card!
3) Location factor - know where they stay now, where they work...
Money status - know working in USM, got Gov loan...

what i can make better?
1) Communicate more...... with the guard
2) Smile more...
3) Be more confident....
4) Guide the Buyer on the price!
5) First time settle...

Regarding the Pen hill Case, i just think not to make the colleague so difficult... just don't fight for that! What that i can do is to follow the customer closely that they don't want to find for other agent to serve them!

My Dairy

i plan to write down my feeling as a can refer back for the categorize function!
this is Good for good article sharing also...
i can keep it in the blog as i can refer back later on!