Daily Happenning

Actually i got a lot of thing to write here...
everyday i have to drive 30 minute to /from work.
this make me think a lot...
but after that , i forgot what i think....

year pass by 2007, thinking and seeing back all the thing in 2007..
it has been so fast....
i am in melaka now.... although i know i will here soon...
but sometimes it make me feel very fast also...

i have come to a simple simple life..
but not a simple job....:-P...

i am here for 1 month already..
if u wan to say i am new...? no i dont think so...
in the time of making my self comfortable with this........ to be cont...........

My House

My house will get the OC / CF soon.. in about 3 week time..
but to be able to stay inside..
i think still need around 1/2 yrs more... with all the things done....
Being very happy with that..
i can have my own house... own home... and new family...

but sometime i feel so soory that.. i take away the time for BY with his family...
sometime i miss my friend and family..........

this make me understand... even we have family/husband/fren..
we have to be an independant individual...
sometime / somewhere / something... there is only us that can help our selves...

May u all can understand what i try to say... just allow me to express my thinking here....

My Job...

Being a superior to someone is not an easy thing.. never and easy thing..
today.. i back on 7pm.. and u know what... my superior say " wah, u back so early ah"?
what is the feeling when i heard this?
i do my best to do all my thing.. and u never appreciate my thing and u say i back so early?
"i not like this kind of feeling" ..
why dont u say... "thanks for working so hard".. then is may encourage me a lot...
i seem like very stress as the envirometn is used to be working late...
OMG...... i just want to finish up the thing and go back early....
it just a lot of simple simple thing i have to take k...
now i start to think that my time is not enough...

this superior is always scolding people around...
is not that scolding people is not correct...
but u have to make them understand and not to scold as u like...
he is putting a lot of enegive energy around us..
although i try not too care a lot about that..
but.. please make thing clear before u scold them...

My Life with my new family.....

i an easy life... but i think i need a lot of time to make up the relationship...
Family------ is a very close thing with our life.....
with this new famly.. nothing wrong with this family....
the thing is... i still didnt build up the love with them... compare with my family....
A family that i live in for 24 years......
The relationship within me and the family members is not there yet...
Now i understand why i always listen to something like...
My Brother Wife... how how how...
My sister Husband.. how how how...
i am not saying that there are no good sister in law or brother in law..
just that we didnt stay together...
& the most important thing is...
The "Relation ship" is not there... The "Relationship".....
The "Relationship"... i think i a taking time thing.... so... slowly slowly build lo...
Happy always to my new family.. and family in far away.