Wasting Time?

I start to feel that i am wasting my time now! I didnt work hard for my work and i didnt try so hard to present my self to the interviewer... what happen to me? I know there is so hard for me to start all over again and again.. but this is last start... and i will start it and work hard for it...... knowing that i have less choice.... i am thinking not to so choosy.... i just want to start over and start to work hard for it.. i have been wasting time here for so many month....
i am so blur that dont know what to do.. so confuse... so helpless... u know.. i hopeless life and confuse life is so sad... no energy to do anything.. no Oom to start anything...
i just want to start over fast without wasting time.. please help myself to know myself more... to choose the one that is most suitable to me... i am tired with the life now...

Wednesday 10.10.2007

Great wishes to ME & My Fren!

Siew Juan pass me a CD on 谈情说法 -relationship on buddism! Wah, what a surprise to Me! Thats make me feel that we really got past life, present life and future life! What we did in the pass bring to current life! So Fren, better do good!

Penang Forunigather Dinner

Having dinner tonight with all the Fei chai which is working in Penang. As usual, we also talking about fei fei thing! But something that i get from this gathering., i have already come out from IT thing! Do i really want to go back to that? i think the answer in my heart is no! what else can i do beside of going back to IT in Tampin! i have no answer for that yet! Well, i believe i have that answer soon! There is a lot of thing to involve in if there is a creativity in my thinking! Think of the thing that i am interested in and just go for it! v-Just do it! Property is a way for me also! but i think i need time to know more about these states first! Besides seeing what the opportunity that i have in this place! Well, don't ever seem "Low" to a small Kampung... there is always a lot of richer person.. haha... as there have to way to spend their money, that why they will be richer than the person staying in town! Great girl, i look forward for your great and fabulous thinking!