My House

My house will get the OC / CF soon.. in about 3 week time..
but to be able to stay inside..
i think still need around 1/2 yrs more... with all the things done....
Being very happy with that..
i can have my own house... own home... and new family...

but sometime i feel so soory that.. i take away the time for BY with his family...
sometime i miss my friend and family..........

this make me understand... even we have family/husband/fren..
we have to be an independant individual...
sometime / somewhere / something... there is only us that can help our selves...

May u all can understand what i try to say... just allow me to express my thinking here....

My Life with my new family.....

i an easy life... but i think i need a lot of time to make up the relationship...
Family------ is a very close thing with our life.....
with this new famly.. nothing wrong with this family....
the thing is... i still didnt build up the love with them... compare with my family....
A family that i live in for 24 years......
The relationship within me and the family members is not there yet...
Now i understand why i always listen to something like...
My Brother Wife... how how how...
My sister Husband.. how how how...
i am not saying that there are no good sister in law or brother in law..
just that we didnt stay together...
& the most important thing is...
The "Relation ship" is not there... The "Relationship".....
The "Relationship"... i think i a taking time thing.... so... slowly slowly build lo...
Happy always to my new family.. and family in far away.

My New life

Long time didnt update the blog liao...

Life start to be busy.... i start to have a look of work... Admin + HR+ Kee PO+ Water bill+IT+Quality...... A lot to do... sometimes i feel i learn a lot of thing.....

but when i am assign to do the non improvement work.. i will be feeling like wasting my time..
but i underrstand this is a small company... but i can be the lucky one...
as i will be send to ISO traning soon....
is a good start for me, if i help my company to get ISO certifite... this is a added value to my carrier...
then i start to think about..... Do i really wan to be like super women.... most of the time, the answer is no... i really dont want like everyday out at 7.30am and back at 7.00pm.... is a tiring thing....
but i need to have something else to earn money as well... i need to have " yi ji zhi chang"一技之长 in order for me to earn money.... i am always thinking about what else can i do?

My New Company

For job... this is really a new world to me..
imagine u working in a small company before?
no system... everything paper.... manual...
wah... time consuming....
now i understand why people always say paperless office...
is really true.. i cant feel that when in motorola...
imagine.. the HR people is seeing the Punch Card every month.. to calculate the OT..
wah... it makes me blur.... and u know... is wasting time....
Until now, i really understand why we need paperless world...
cos is very efficient.... compare to the company that i been working in now...

Another thing.... yesterday i just complain that my working time is so long..
u know what?.. i calculate their OT today...
they normally work from 7am -7pm... 12 hrs a day... and even more... some can work from 7-10...7-11.....
and they also come to work on rest day..
this is really unbelievable.... how their got time for themselves.. or their family?
thanks god i am not that bad.....

Chinese always OT... our office got 4 chinese and 1 malay...
and the malay always back on time... and the Chinese... no.. Always say late....
this is what Chinese Culcural.. is not too say which one bad or good..
but we really have to management it our self...
and not to sell all our mind & soal to the boss...

i am so glad that i start to see something different.....
that i always say.. malay is relax, even i think they dont have a lot..
they walk more slower.. i can see the different clearly when i in the office..
i am not sure later i will be walking slowly or faster....?? A Question mark to me also...
Hopefully i can notice the changes in me and not to too adap to the enviroment!

today is too long liao..... let me share more tomorrow.. stay close with my blog...

Wasting Time?

I start to feel that i am wasting my time now! I didnt work hard for my work and i didnt try so hard to present my self to the interviewer... what happen to me? I know there is so hard for me to start all over again and again.. but this is last start... and i will start it and work hard for it...... knowing that i have less choice.... i am thinking not to so choosy.... i just want to start over and start to work hard for it.. i have been wasting time here for so many month....
i am so blur that dont know what to do.. so confuse... so helpless... u know.. i hopeless life and confuse life is so sad... no energy to do anything.. no Oom to start anything...
i just want to start over fast without wasting time.. please help myself to know myself more... to choose the one that is most suitable to me... i am tired with the life now...

Penang Forunigather Dinner

Having dinner tonight with all the Fei chai which is working in Penang. As usual, we also talking about fei fei thing! But something that i get from this gathering., i have already come out from IT thing! Do i really want to go back to that? i think the answer in my heart is no! what else can i do beside of going back to IT in Tampin! i have no answer for that yet! Well, i believe i have that answer soon! There is a lot of thing to involve in if there is a creativity in my thinking! Think of the thing that i am interested in and just go for it! v-Just do it! Property is a way for me also! but i think i need time to know more about these states first! Besides seeing what the opportunity that i have in this place! Well, don't ever seem "Low" to a small Kampung... there is always a lot of richer person.. haha... as there have to way to spend their money, that why they will be richer than the person staying in town! Great girl, i look forward for your great and fabulous thinking!